Hello everyone. Perhaps it's best I explain myself for absence since towards the end of April 2019. In the Spring and Summer, I like to get out about more, travelling on buses and spotting lorries, belonging to my favourite UK based haulage company, Eddie Stobart. I also limit myself to Internet use that time of the year and barely pay video games. This sort of year, with wet and windy weather is when I use the Internet more and play on my video games.
Another a big change to my life happened last week, which has really affected me coming to the Codemasters Community any sooner. My grandfather passed away last week, from a fourth heart attack (He had three in the days prior to this one), caused from a major fall in September and slip three days before his death. During one or the other or during both, he fractured all of ribs and pelvis in multiple places. These injuries was too much for his already weak heart and it gave in, unfortunately.
How am I doing? Not very well. The slightest thing makes me cry, like looking out his personal belongs and walking down the garden (He was an avid gardener; He would tinker down there during any weather, any time). I have never been like that, but this is the first time I have lost a close family member. It's horrible. I wouldn't want an enemy to suffer what I am suffering. I don't think my life will be the same ever again.
If anybody would like send me a Personal Meesage, then please feel free to. I need as much encouragement as possible to rebuild my life up as best as possible. Thank you.
How is everyone else?